Dynamic

Everyday, cold suffering
 But everyday I resurrect
 I expect nothing from this world of shit
 Disappointed I'm standing away
 Confused and lost, I plunge in suffering
 Am I just idiot or vain?
 And every time I have to breathe
 In every way I can feel the pain
 A liquid fire burning my lungs
 An acid nail into my brain
 Confused and lost, I plunge in suffering
 Am I just idiot or vain?
 Why should I agree with common apathy
 Self-destruction seems so sweet
 Denial is what I choose to preserve sanity
 I'm caught into a dynamic of hate
 Like a relentless movement leading to our damnation
 Existence is a bitch, happiness is a word
 Love is such an empty lie
 Confused and lost, I plunge in suffering
 Am I just idiot or vain?
 What is given today can be retaken fast
 In constant wait we dwell, vanity is all we share
 Whatever we do we stay blind, rewarded with fast demise
 Massively divided we've lost all faith
 How to size how much we've failed?
 I vanish, purified, and escape through decay
 All I could do will never clear the veil before your eyes
 Wrapping the constrained minds into a shape of fear
 There's no more way to reverse destiny or destroy reality