Neurodrive

Shall I remain blind and divided?
 I've tried so hard to find a way to disable this constant plague
 My death is a rebirth, a resurrection to cure the soul and touch perfection again
 I define the schemes for a new design of self-perception in my mind
 Recreating my flesh now purified, an endeavour to clear the pain
 I disconnect all patterns, disintegrate my blood and bones, then analyze consequences
 My body is weak, in narcosis now refine, clarity and suffering thus collide
 Deconstruction of reality should help me to
 Understand this violent decay
 Electric neurodrive to induce self-demise
 Could I become God if I bled enough?
 Synthetic pulse eradicates the structure of my thought
 I recompose my nerves and re-arrange cells inside
 A rough, carnal unit to rise
 I am falling on my knees, my soul is burning
 Dysfunctions of DNA creating components for an emerging spark of creation
 I crush the border of my ego and I descend into a void
 I'm floating through the perfect view
 Of hidden truth behind this divine veil of light
 And purge the poison of delusion from my veins
 I modify levels of existence
 The sequence is accomplished, my mind is now rewired