In Chains

Cold spreads out a chill of fear when the wind blows
 Used to freeze and bind me here ... and now it grows
 Feel they will exploit my crude naivety
 Things I will reveal to you – my diary
 Put into words what I'm feeling, put into words my whole life ...
 In chains – when will I freak out in chains?
 Thoughts that are about to rise will be unbound
 Doubts – I try to verbalize and write them down
 Push the narrowness aside incessantly
 It's just in you that I confide – my diary
 Searching, I'm searching the world in my head
 Hoping, still hoping to find it somewhere
 Traveled through landscapes in quest of this place
 Where peacefully sugary roses await ...
 Mellowly in arms wide open – they comfort me in peace
 Countless people notice me and listen honestly
 Colorful but open-minded they tolerate me all
 Wouldn't it be great if I can find this lost imaginary world ...
 There are times, when – through the haze – I find it hard to see
 There are times, when I regret there's no-one here for me
 There are times, when I'm alone, I'm crying desperately
 There are times, when I miss Daddy's hand that's guiding me ...
 When do I quit the labyrinth of my life?
 When do I quit the labyrinth inside?
 When do I quit the labyrinth ... sometimes?
 When will I quit the labyrinth of my life?
 Find me – and I would take you on this trip with me
 Guide me – you'd use my eyes to judge what I can see
 Raise me – I'll show you all the things that worry me
 Please help me – this is my SOS ... my diary
 In chains – when will I freak out in chains?