Held by the Cold

When self-pity turns into self-hate
 You realize it is too late
 Bruises turning into scars
 To remind me again
 Lost like the wind in the sky
 Void inside so dark and cold
 Sparks of hope shall light the fire
 To burn again my soul
 All the things I've done
 I won't bring it back
 Like you said before
 I'm drowning in my regret
 Shivers down my spine
 Like a poison in my blood
 Gotta put it out and take control
 Running shivers down my spine
 Like a poison in my blood
 I shall walk away from all I can't let go
 I throw myself into your arms
 Crying in despair and pain
 The easy way is never right
 My heart and soul in your hands
 I've been wrong again
 You don't know how it is in here
 I can't explain, you can't understand
 What's inside of me
 My sacrifice for a higher cause
 Now I'm leaving behind
 All I lived for
 Shivers down my spine
 Like a poison in my blood
 Gotta put it out and take control
 Running shivers down my spine
 Like a poison in my blood
 I shall walk away from all I can't let go
 "But I being poor, have only my dreams
 I have spread my dreams under your feet
 Tread softly because you tread on my dreams".
 Facing my mistakes I try to let it go
 Giving up of everything for love
 Tired to conceal what I really feel
 I Don't wanna do it wrong
 But I've been held by the cold
 Running shivers down my spine
 Like a poison in my blood
 Gotta put it out and take control
 Shivers down my spine
 Like a poison in my blood
 Redemption lies inside held by the cold
 So let it go...