You Changed Your Hair

Today I
 Didn't Leave the house
 Sat here thinking by myself
 About all the ways that lead us to the end
 I remember the last touch
 Pushing Past me in slow motion but it felt like a rush
 Have yourself another drink to save yourself from the hurt
 Lock your mind away think it could break the curse
 Have another drink to save yourself from the hurt
 It only got you so far
 I thought the earth was shaking at its core tonight
 Felt your body but it didn't feel quite right
 Left a note that this would be the final time
 That I'd let you define me
 When the walls caved in
 We were buried to our chin
 Have yourself another drink to save yourself from the hurt
 Lock your mind away think it could break the curse
 Have another drink to save yourself from the hurt
 It only got you so far
 In a world that we let die
 I'll take your side
 No use in falling down
 In a world that we let die
 I'll take your side
 No use in falling
 But I won't be the one
 I won't let you down this time
 I won't let it run its course
 But is it so wrong
 If we're doomed for disaster?
 If we're doomed for disaster?