Guilty

I'm guilty, guilty, guilty
 Don't look at me, don't look at me...
 Cried all the water out my body
 Even a desert ain't gon' warm me
 My body shaking with apology
 But ain't nobody feelin' sorry for me
 Not even me
 Why should anybody understand
 I made this whole mess with both my hands
 I did all this shit myself
 I created my own hell
 Every fucking time I lose my mind
 I'm leaving all the ones I loved behind
 I know...
 I'm guilty, guilty, guilty
 Don't look at me, don't look at me...
 I'm filthy, filthy, filthy
 Can somebody kill me?
 Does anyone hear me?
 I'm guilty, guilty, guilty
 Don't look at me, don't look at me...
 I'm filthy, filthy, filthy
 Can somebody kill me?
 Does anyone hear me?
 Can somebody tell me who the fuck am I (who the fuck am I)
 I can't even look me in the eyes (no, no, no)
 I used to emulate the sun
 Look at me now what have i done
 Oh why
 Now there's blood on my hands
 I'm sick in the head
 I wish you could feel how sorry I truly am
 Has anybody been there
 Will I find my way out
 How do I forgive myself
 I feel like I'm stuck in hell
 I'm guilty, guilty, guilty
 Don't look at me, don't look at me...
 I'm filthy, filthy, filthy
 Can somebody kill me?
 Does anyone hear me?
 Guilty, guilty
 Does somebody hear me?
 Does somebody hear me?
 Guilty, guilty
 Does somebody hear me?
 Does somebody hear me?
 Guilty, guilty, guilty
 Don't look at me, don't look at me...
 I'm filthy, filthy, filthy
 Can somebody kill me?
 Does anyone hear me?