Momentary Absolution

it took me almost two days to realize I had a gun in my mouth
 for you girl, I break all the rules
 for you I sing to myself
 let it rain down from the ceiling with my brains
 let it rain down
 let it rain down on you
 I want to be devoid of consequence
 want nothing to matter but this moment
 and this taste of this life
 and this night
 and hope to bring no closure
 apply the pressure
 stop the bleeding
 but can't suffocate the dream
 it took me no time at all to recognize your disappointment
 just you girl, I never wanted more
 for you I sing to myself
 let all the bad things I've done in my past be absolved in this moment
 let all the things I've done in my past be absolved for you
 It took me twice as long to realize you were not thinking of me
 as it did for me to get over myself
 for you girl, I dance in silence
 for you I'll silence myself
 for in this moment when we share our eyes
 there is no truth
 and you would never listen to my voice
 in this moment let us realize
 in this moment when we share our eyes
 let us realize the truth