Turnaround (Cocaine Song)

I stumbled to the bar as the sun was rising
 I certainly could not feel my hands or face
 and there I did some cocaine with a loose acquaintance
 and then I couldn't walk at all
 and from there I took a taxi to New Jersey to
 my aunt Mary's funeral
 where I was supposed to play
 ave maria on the trumpet
 but instead I passed out in the pew
 Turn around I should have turned around
 I know that I will beat the dust some day
 turn around I should have turned around
 there was something inside that made me wanna hide
 ill be free some day, I know, I will
 I woke up in the dirt inside a little baat singing songs
 about the moon to the worms
 and at some point I decomposed into
 a bunch of flowers living
 off the rain and the sun and the bees
 turn around I should have turned around
 I know that I will beat the dust someday
 turn around I should have turned around
 there was something inside that made
 me wanna hide ill be free someday
 I know, I will
 turn around I should have turned around
 I know that I will beat the dust someday
 turn around I should have turned around
 there was something inside that made me
 wanna hide ill be free some day I know I will
 I know I will
 there was something inside that made me want
 to hide ill be free someday
 I know I will