Motions

Hang my head in shame
 I'm a work in progress
 My legs begin to shake
 At just the thought of being alone again
 But I know I need this
 The symptoms are crazy
 My heart now hates me
 Never knew the side effects would be so draining
 The room spins, I'm sinking
 I can't break away cause I'm fiending
 Going through the motions
 Oceans deep but I cannot swim
 Fighting for the air I need to breathe but my chest is caving in
 Searching while blind
 Trying to find the reasons
 Can't catch a break
 Can't let them know that I need it
 Going through the motions
 Oceans deep but I can barely swim
 Going through the motions, yeah
 Hate the thought of failure (yeah)
 Hate that I could lose you in fate
 Just want to protect you (yeah)
 'Cause I don't wanna see you hurt like me again
 Going back and forth with time, like
 I can't change that shit
 I gave my life to feel alive
 And no refunds, I said (no, no, no, no)
 Going through the motions
 Oceans deep but I cannot swim
 Fighting for the air I need to breathe but my chest is caving in
 Searching while blind
 Trying to find the reasons
 Can't catch a break
 Can't let them know that I need it
 Going through the motions
 Oceans deep but I can barely swim
 Going through the motions
 Because I loved you with all I had
 And I gave you my lust
 Now this thoughts won't let me be
 All these memories keep haunting me
 Because I loved you with all I had
 And now these walls are crashing fast (crashing fast, yeah)
 I swear I'm not crazy
 I did this 'cause you made me
 Now there's no turning back
 Going through the motions
 Oceans deep but I cannot swim
 I cannot swim, no, no
 Fighting for the air I need to breathe but my chest is caving in
 Searching while blind
 Trying to find the reasons
 Can't catch a break
 Can't let them know that I need it
 Going through the motions oceans deep that I can barely swim
 Going through the motions, yeah
 Yeah, yeah
 Yeah
 Going through the motions
 Yeah, yeah
 No, yeah