Just Apathy

I'm too much or not enough
 Maybe everyone else is messed up
 Well, anyway, I can't seem to stay in just one state of mind
 Waiting round for something better
 I'm the one that wouldn't let her
 Now I'm back and forth, I get bored when she's no perfect find
 'Cause it's one thing or another
 I don't even know why I bother
 One thing just tears her down
 'Cause it's one thing or another
 I don't even know why I bother
 Something I just can't get around
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 Consider the possibility that you've been had, but not by me
 We're just kids, don't worry about this
 My course is run and I'm so tired, until the next one comes inspired
 I feel bad and I should
 I made her sad and I knew it would
 'Cause it's one thing or another
 I don't even know why I bother
 One thing just tears her down
 'Cause it's one thing or another
 I don't even know why I bother
 Something I just can't get around
 I need to learn to wait in turn
 'Cause now I just step blindly
 And I'm only happy when
 I can close my eyes and I just dive in
 And forget about about acting kindly
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 'Cause it's one thing or another
 I don't even know why I bother
 One thing just tears her down
 'Cause it's one thing or another
 I don't even know why I bother
 Something I just can't get around
 But still, I know you won't let me down