I'm Losing Friends

I'm losing friends
 It scares me to death
 Losing my voice telling myself it's all in my head
 I'm losing friends
 I'm losing sleep
 Not sure what it means
 The bags under my eyes seem to be getting darker every morning
 I'm losing sleep
 I see what the devil sees
 I listen when the devil speaks
 And I think we might all be demons when we wanna be
 But I can't afford to love
 I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
 Everyone does
 I'm losing friends
 It scares me to death
 I'm losing hope in motivation
 I quit holding my breath
 Because I'm losing friends
 I'm losing days telling myself it's okay
 I'm dreaming of crushed knees,
 And, what if my feet leave the pavement?
 But I can't do it
 And I'm losing days
 I see what the devil sees
 I listen when the devil speaks
 AndI think we might all be demons when we want to be
 And I can't afford to love
 I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
 Everyone does
 I'm losing friends
 And it scares me to death
 I'm losing friends
 And it scares me to death
 I'm losing friends