Love/Deception

I want to be the cancer rotting through your bones
 The thoughts of me breaking you like sticks and stones
 And when I'm on your breath, I hope you choke
 Further twist the knife in my chest and send me home
 I was in doubt
 And you promised me you loved me
 Just days before you walked out
 See how little your promises mean to me now
 'Cause I hate you, like I hate myself
 But I could never love anyone else
 And I'd hate to let you watch me drown
 But you're the only one who could ever pull me down
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 You were my perfection
 But you never looked at me the same
 My love for you was my deception
 For how you really felt about me
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 I'll cut open my chest and rip out my heart
 And give it to you as a gesture of all my love
 'Cause what I have given you has never seemed to be enough
 I'll never be enough
 I hope you know I burnt the photos of us
 The lies that you wrote are scattered in the dust
 You're forever the darkest place in my heart
 The one spot the light is not
 'Cause I hate you, like I hate myself
 But I could never love anyone else
 And I'd hate to let you watch me drown
 But you're the only one who could ever pull me down
 Pull me down