Bittersweet

Tell me, can you see this fear i know so well
 Seeping out from underneath the mask I try to sell
 once a glimmer, but with life and age i fell
 Stuck in this illusion, in an air i can't dispel
 I wanna break free of the mem'ries that I've made
 Under the plastic sky, just dying to be saved
 But It's not my time, and i know it's not the way
 Yeah it's bittersweet, but what else is there to say?
 Knowing someday soon, I'll find freedom in the end
 But for now I sit and wait for this cycle to begin once again
 Feel the pressure in this vacuum i call home
 Void of my emotion, I just wanna be alone
 Tired anger, as the static turns to tone
 Ringing in my mind until it seems it's all I've known
 All's well that ends well, yet were stuck here in this scene
 Playing like a rerun in a never ending dream
 Still It's not my time, and i know it's not the way
 Yeah it's bittersweet, but what else is there to say?
 Knowing someday soon, I'll find freedom in the end
 But for now I sit and wait for this cycle to begin once again
 Life waits for no one, or so I fear
 Yeah It's not my time, and i know it's not the way
 Yeah it's bittersweet, but what else is there to say?
 Knowing someday soon, I'll find freedom in the end
 But for now I sit and wait for this cycle to begin once again