I Live In Patterns (feat. Alix Page)

I've been wandering my neighborhood at night
 My eyes glazed over, starin' at the sky
 I don't know which is worse, the comedown or the high
 Each brings a set of problems I don't wanna find
 But what do you do when the car won't stop
 And you're goin' 180 and you can't get off?
 You think you're comin' down but it's a fatal crash
 And the windshield broke, and you'll never get it back
 I am yours for the finding
 I can't wait on your timing
 I can feel my skull breaking
 I, I'm gonna save me
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 I wait for a sign of life to appear, say my name three times in the mirror
 I've learned to sleep with the light on, I am the shoulder that I cry on
 'Cause I made a home inside my sadness, big white walls and a twin-size mattress
 Don't you know I live in patterns? I am trapped inside my habits
 (I am trapped inside my habits) ooh
 What do you do when the whole world stops
 And you try to adjust but you just wanna get off?
 And you think about it every night for months
 Like the ringing in your ears that just won't shut up
 I am yours for the finding
 I can't wait on your timing
 I can feel my skull breaking
 I, I'm gonna save me
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 What do you do when the car won't stop
 And you're half-convinced that you're makin' it up?
 Staring into space while you're crashing out
 Your voice gets quiet but your head gets loud
 What do you do when the whole world spins
 And nobody tells you what to do with it?
 And you're hitting your head with your tired fists
 And you're praying one day you'll grow out of it
 I am yours for the finding
 But I can't wait on your timing
 I can feel my skull breaking
 But I, I'm gonna save me
 I am yours for the finding
 But I can't wait on your timing
 I can feel my skull breaking
 I, I'm gonna save me
 
 I, I'm gonna save me