She's Crushing My Mind

What i should have been was way too possible it's fucked up to think like this and
 I'm waiting for her thoughts to kill me only she's not having a thought past thinking
 About why she was born this way this way trying not to forget her face before
 Remembering anyways it's the kind of structure that breaks with everyone still on
 The ground you don't' wat to let it hit you full force nothing let to guard you don't
 Want me to know you never wanted me this way this way you never wanted me
 Anyways she wants to forget it she wants to forget it