Soul Searchin

(Hmm) Hmm
 Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
 (Jay, stoke this) Yeah
 I came inside this bitch alone
 So that's how I'm gon' leave
 Remember when I first thought it
 Ain't no one believed
 And that's the shit that left me hardest
 Now they finna see
 I'ma finish what I started, promise I'll achieve
 They see the fame, but they don't see the pain
 I done been through everything
 Baby, I done seen the rain
 Lost my grandma sixteen years ago
 That shit still weighin' on me
 And this white hill by my side
 Because these niggas preyin' on me
 That's real shit
 Pain pills couldn't heal this
 And you can give a bitch the world
 But in the end, they gon' still switch
 I'm speakin' for the real niggas that gon' feel this
 And how you say you spent the block
 But you ain't kill shit
 I was always taught to listen 'fore I speak
 I was really in the field
 Ten toes with no cleats
 Keep enemies close
 And watch the company you keep
 And you can't feel my pain
 'Cause my pain run deep
 Lately I been soul searchin'
 Tryna find my whole purpose
 The shit I seen, it made my heart bleed
 But I can't let them demons haunt me
 Murder runnin' through my conscience
 So lately, I've been movin' cautious
 'Cause I know niggas wanna kill me
 So, I'ma let these niggas feel me
 I'm just grateful that I'm livin'
 Lord, can I get a witness?
 I'm supposed to be dead
 Them bullets missed my head by some inches
 Fuck another nigga business
 I'ma mind mine
 My life hard
 You can't walk a mile inside my size 9's
 I lost too many niggas
 Wish I could rewind time
 Feel like I never had a purpose
 I'm prayin' I find mine
 The proper preparation
 Dedication equals greatness
 I do this for my family
 My siblings my motivation
 Just steady dodgin' penitentiaries
 This life I live was sent to me
 Coulda cut a nigga off
 Motherfuck the history
 A lotta hate up in the air
 I can't let it get to me
 A lotta money everywhere
 Get that shit by any means
 Fuck a label
 Them niggas tried to end my career
 I'm knowin' that my time is near
 They tryna leave me in the rear
 I don't fear nigga
 Goin' broke is my only fear
 Lord, I'm sending up a prayer
 I'm hopin' that you can hear
 Lately I been soul searchin'
 Tryna find my whole purpose
 The shit I seen, it made my heart bleed
 But I can't let them demons haunt me
 Murder runnin' through my conscience
 So lately, I've been movin' cautious
 'Cause I know niggas wanna kill me
 So, I'ma let these niggas feel me
 Ah, ah, ah, mmm
 Ah, ah, ah, mmm