Hospital

Staring at my phone
 Sitting by the heart rate meter
 In a hospital on the hottest day of summer
 I know when the nurse gets here
 It's gonna be the last time that I see you
 If I could only force a tear then maybe I would feel something
 I couldn't think of what to say those final hours
 I never think about anyone except myself
 Even a death like this couldn't bring out a real emotion
 My mom was told for years that her kid needed help
 Staring at my phone
 Sitting by the heart rate meter
 In a hospital on the hottest day of summer
 I know when the nurse gets here
 It's gonna be the last time that I see you
 If I could only force a tear then maybe I would feel something
 Did you notice while you were giving blood, oh I was
 Staring at my phone
 Sitting by the heart rate meter
 In a hospital on the hottest day of summer
 I know when the nurse gets here
 It's gonna be the last time that I see you
 If I could only force a tear then maybe I would feel something