Numb

Too many sleepless nights
 I agonized over every detail
 Moving left then moving right
 Realize I'm only chasing my tail
 No more chewing off my nails
 No more working through the night
 No more replays in my head
 Of all the things I didn't say right
 No more plotting all the ways
 And endless try to optimize or then
 No more practice no more prep,
 Resist the urge to apologize
 I'm crankin' up the numb
 Turning down the give a shit
 Gonna have some fun
 I'll mute the noise
 That worries myself sick
 Turning up the "I don't care"
 Gonna have some fun
 I've given my last fuck
 there's nothing there
 So glad I let it slide
 My worry washing off of me now
 Losing grip not holding tight
 To weight that's only dragging me down
 No more chewing off my nails
 No more working through the night
 No more replays in my head
 Of all the things I didn't say right
 No more plotting all the ways
 And endless try to optimize or then
 No more practice no more prep,
 Resist the urge to apologize
 I'm crankin' up the numb
 Turning down the give a shit
 Gonna have some fun
 I'll mute the noise
 That worries myself sick
 Turning up the "I don't care"
 Gonna have some fun
 I've given my last fuck
 There's nothing there