Diazepam

Touched by the hand of diazepam
 Don't count no sheep I count the milligrams
 It takes to numb my brain
 Sleepless and belligerent
 Lifeless eyes, aching joints, sweating like a bitch
 Succumb to death, I'm going blind
 Foggy eyed
 Lacking piece of mind
 Fallen is the fog, eyes rotating up into the skies
 Oh, god, I wish I could turn the hands of time
 I'm gone and all I can think is, wish mother had picked up my call
 Eat the barrel, kick the bucket, watch me paint these walls
 God-damn!
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 My lips are cracking up
 My fingers start to shake
 Feel like hanging from my neck, no escape, no escape
 Goodbye, forget my fucking name
 Cold hands dangle from the ceiling fan!
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 Quiver!
 Bloody red eyes
 The stench grows, consumed by flies
 They said
 He would finally do it
 Years go by
 Nobody knew
 I was, Lit up like a fire burning brain cells feeling sick
 I wish that I could down these pills and put an end to all this shit
 Can't bring myself to hurt my mother, I just wanna top myself
 But I'm a pussy footing fucker, all I'll do is run my mouth again
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 String me up
 Fuck