Vertigo - A Mithraic Ritual

The movements of the world
 Rise and tower over me
 Lovecraftian gods
 Inspiring vertigo
 Mindless demons flourish
 In spaces beyond reason
 From whence no thought
 Can return unharmed
 And cut off at night
 From gravity and the stars
 I shrink into meditation
 Before the grinning white face
 Of this endless inhumanity
 And cut off the night
 From gravity and the stars
 I retrun to this cathartic terror
 This seasonless equinox
 This dread incarnation
 Of universal suicide
 Conspiring with dreams
 For the reins of my mind
 A coming of age
 A crossing of worlds
 I will make this devourer
 My vernal sacrifice
 Come, be revealed
 Where the howling avatars
 Of my most desperate passions
 Hold court in the bowels of my spirit
 And I wade in the blood
 Of the conqueror leech
 And like Mithras bring forth
 Another unsteady awakening