Negative Noise

I hate the way it feels, it is my fear
 To be running in circles, just to stand still
 I need the chaos, I crave the thrill
 Feeling its pain is the only thing real
 I let it throw its best shots at me
 It can punch me in the face, it only sets me free
 And I would take a thousand cuts to the throat
 Before I live another day in mediocrity
 
 I don't belong here
 I, I don't belong here
 I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (Don't want to be)
 The sound is suffocating
 It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
 I could take the easy ridе
 But I will choose the crooked linе
 The noise builds up around me
 It's all just static, it's all so deafening
 It's fucking bullshit, I know what I'm seeing
 It is a time bomb ticking and I'm heading right to it
 It holds me, I don't wanna leave
 I've got an itch for the drug
 Do anything to consume it
 I may crash and burn over and over again
 I see the danger around but I'm a masochist
 I'm not one to be ashamed
 There is no going back, this is the road I've made
 I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (Don't want to be)
 The sound is suffocating
 It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
 I could take the easy ride
 But I will choose the crooked line
 The noise builds up around me
 It's all just static, it's all so deafening
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 I am all that I have left
 I'm understanding
 Just not wired like the rest
 It's liberating
 I am all that I have left
 So understand me
 I'm not wired like the rest
 Not gonna waste my time
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 Provoked and ready, last chance, I am fucking going off
 (Don't even try)
 (Don't even try)
 I'm ripping up the noise that has been tearing up me
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 I don't belong here
 I'm not wired like the rest
 I don't belong here
 I'm not wired like the rest
 I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (Don't want to be)
 The sound is suffocating
 It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
 I could take the easy ride
 But I will choose the crooked line
 The noise builds up around me
 It's all just static, it's all so deafening
 I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (Don't want to be)
 The sound is suffocating
 It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
 I could take the easy ride
 But I will choose the crooked line
 The noise builds up around me
 It's all just static, it's all so deafening
 I'm not wired like the rest