Lovehatewantneed (Interlude)

The gloss has worn off the mythical stained-glass window
 I don't know why
 You love me as much as you ever did, if not more so
 But I...
 I love you, but I feel as if I shouldn't
 Little demons sparked by shreds of doubt
 Sparked by things you say or do
 Reminders that this is more about
 What you want
 Than what I need
 My own incompletion
 Missing self-love hurting me
 Unfinished business
 Self-issues you've not taken care of
 Why are we doing this?
 Universe had this happen for a reason
 Universe saw it fit to bring us together
 But... now it's dying
 ...and I hate it