Killing Me Again

Should I regret some things I did,
 or some stuff I said
 But nothing's gonna change, I live my life my way
 Never gonna find the peace that I'm not searching for
 The tables won't be turning, I live my life today
 There's this plaque between us, I can see it
 And it's killing me again
 It's coming back
 You've kicked me down to the ground
 Like everything's my fault
 You've spit me right in the face, in the worst possible way
 Now this is the last time, I'm leaving now
 So I can tell myself and say: "I live today"
 Should I regret some things I did, or some stuff I said
 Your ace still beat my king when I walked
 out of this game
 Could you be the devil lost in heaven, lost without a trace
 If you feel cold of disappointment, then I feel hot today
 There's this plaque between us, I can see it
 And it's killing me again
 It's coming back
 You've kicked me down to the ground
 Like everything's my fault
 You've spit me right in the face, in the worst possible way
 Now this is the last time, I'm leaving now
 So I can tell myself and say: "I live today"