Party Fears Two

I'll have a shower
 And then phone my brother up
 Within the hour
 I'll smash another cup
 Please don't start saying that
 Or I'll start believing you
 If I start believing you
 I'll know that this party fears two
 And what if this party fears two?
 The alcohol loves you while turning you blue
 View it from here
 From closer to near, awake me
 Don't turn around
 I won't have to look at you
 And what's not found
 Is all that I see in you
 My manners are failing me
 I'm left feeling ugly
 And you say it's wonderful
 To live with I never will
 So what if this party fears two?
 The alcohol loves you while turning you blue
 View it from here
 From closer to near, awake me
 I'm standing still
 And you say I dress too well
 Still standing still
 I might but it's hard to tell
 Even a slight remark
 Makes nonsense and turns to shark
 Have I done something wrong?
 What's wrong's the wrong that's always in wrong
 I'll have a shower
 And then phone my brother up
 Within the hour
 I'll smash another cup