Dugout

Waiting on something to change from the dugout
 Behind all the pain
 Never got me very far
 I know that it's wrong
 But I don't, want to
 Drop the bomb today
 I'd rather stay in and hide away
 Tide gets strong and wash you out
 Take some time to figure it out
 Four long months of grinding teeth
 (Here I'm safe but here...)
 Still don't have the strength to leave
 (I'll waste away)
 I saw your window at 2 am
 And your light was still on
 I found the letters that you wrote for me
 And I couldn't bring myself to throw them away
 You should get some sleep tonight
 You should get with someone nice
 Who knows what you're thinking
 And doesn't let it scare him
 Yes I'm changing, but
 Now you're facing your fears
 (Hey!)
 I'll waste away
 I'll waste away