Put Me Back Together

it was premeditated, both my legs came off
 they wouldn't stop kicking, I hung upon a cross
 it runs in the family, I acted on a whim
 I left the engine running, I didn't feel a thing
 I had an addiction, I tried to stop a fight
 I had a son or daughter, I was ill alright
 I was in police-custody, lightning came my way
 I jumped, I slipped, I fell
 it was really nothing, I coughed a little blood
 I tried to save my baby, I met an angry dog
 I was under water, I skated on thin ice
 I was only seven, and I got knifed
 I angered everybody, I starved in every way
 they called and said they'd visit, but no one ever came
 we were sure it wasn't loaded, I couldn't reach the phone
 my heart was exhausted, I saw the sky explode
 I tried to fix the tv, it was a hit and run
 my boyfriend beat me, I felt myself go numb
 the guilt became unbearable, I didn't say goodbye
 the building was on fire, I was asleep inside
 I carried a virus, I collapsed at work
 I wasn't cured from cancer, she said it wouldn't hurt
 we were in the forest, I laughed a lot that day
 I was with my loved ones, I slowly bled away
 we were on a class trip, snow! we yelled and ran
 nothing too eccentric, I never saw the ban
 I was really really old, I didn't hear that train
 the last I felt was rain