Just Shy of Sure

Love in memory
 Was a plague that consumed me
 Shifted all my priorities
 Things I'd die to keep
 Swept through all that I hoped to reap
 God, I loved how it ruined me
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 I have kept the hurt buried deep into winter dirt
 I watch at night when the mound stirs
 This is not the burn I've known
 It's an ache in my every bone
 Maybe you want to be alone
 Maybe I
 Oh, My head is aching
 But if I keep very still
 I might be able
 To make this work until
 The end of the weekend
 Weak, but I'll pretend
 That you still want me
 I'm the one you adore
 But I'm just shy of sure
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 When do things suffice?
 Can you be happy all your life?
 Do you think it can happen twice?
 Maybe that's a swing
 Hey, you can't win without entering
 Are you cool to lose everything?
 Roll the dice
 My head is aching
 But if I keep very still
 I might be able
 To make this work until
 The end of the weekend
 Weak, but I'll pretend
 That you still want me
 I'm the one you adore
 But I'm just shy of sure
 Oh, oh, oh, oh (oh, oh, oh, oh)
 Oh, oh, oh, oh (oh, oh, oh, oh)
 Oh, oh, oh, oh (oh, oh, oh, oh)
 Oh, oh, oh, oh (oh, oh, oh, oh)
 Oh, My head is aching
 But if I keep very still
 I might be able
 To make this work until
 The end of the weekend
 Weak, but I'll pretend
 That you still want me
 I'm the one you adore
 But I'm just shy of sure