Reality

I was afraid but I don't feel the fear anymore
 It's taken years but I feel it's the right time
 I know you've noticed that the look on my face wasn't right
 No (no)
 It isn't like I was purposely trying to hide
 I was scared that nobody would take this right
 I'm done with that and I'm stepping out into the light
 And you need to know
 There's something wrong with me
 Sometimes I don't think you understand
 This is my reality
 And what's the point of taking a stand
 When you won't even stand with me
 I need someone to lend me a hand
 Why would I lie
 This is my life
 There was a time when I was there skeptical one
 Maybe this struggle is so I can identify
 With the ones who are thinking of ending their life
 Don't (don't)
 There's gotta be a reason I feel this way
 And I'm positive I'll figure it out one day
 Until then I'll keep singing my heart till you know (yeah you know)
 That I'm not okay
 And that's okay
 Sometimes I don't think you understand
 This is my reality
 And what's the point of taking a stand
 When you won't even stand with me
 I need someone to lend me a hand
 Why would I lie
 This is my life
 But he said to me
 My grace is sufficient for you
 My power is made perfect in weakness (in my weakness)
 So I will boast in my weakness
 I will boast in my struggle
 I will boast in the cross
 I will live to show the world that He is my treasure
 I will live to show the world that Christ is enough
 Sometimes I don't think you understand
 This is my reality
 And what's the point of taking a stand
 When you won't even stand with me
 I need someone to lend me a hand
 Why would I lie
 This is my life