Cursed Diamond

I lose myself
 I forget myself
 Sometimes I fault myself
 I might fight myself
 But then I make amends
 I freeze myself
 Rain on myself
 OK, so I stone myself
 And I might even find myself
 But then again what happens if I do
 So unzip my pride
 Open me up wide
 So I can show this to you
 I want to shine for you
 I want to sparkle too
 Just like a diamond cursed
 Well you know it don't get worse
 You know that I'll save you time
 Your trouble now is mine
 Hold me baby
 Hold me girl
 And I will laugh with you
 If you want me to
 Roll me in your splendor
 I'll envy your surrender
 And show you victory
 I hate myself
 Doesn't everybody hate themselves
 I scare myself
 Then I tell myself it's all in my mind
 So I let the poison go
 'Cause I always know
 It will be there for me