Closed Casket Requiem

dear diary, tonight will be our last
 my hands are itching for razors
 my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings
 consumed by sickness, i ache to see your blood
 the hour approaches when i shall lay a nest inside of you
 sliced open i lay waste to my desires
 sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile
 and in my dreams i hold your head beneath the waves
 after you've died, i kiss the nape of your porcelain neck
 you enter me in death's perpetual embrace
 skin tightens in the throes of lust
 and in my dreams i cut your mouth from ear to ear
 dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room
 how splendidly i carve into your tender heart
 shuddering between the sheets
 for weeks i've watched you, perched above your sleeping form
 as i caress your perfection
 my angel, i'll tear your insides out
 my mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones
 i cannot subside 'til i have suckled every inch of you
 your features now glazed in your own blood
 my fingers find home amongst your guts
 and in my dreams i hold your head beneath the waves
 after you've died, i kiss the nape of your porcelain neck
 you enter me in death's perpetual embrace
 skin tightens in the throes of lust
 and in my dreams i cut your mouth from ear to ear
 dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room
 how splendidly i carve into your tender heart
 shuddering between the sheets
 whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils
 we shall be intertwined, entangled in our love
 murder beckons as time stops with your voice
 "i'll love you forever" -- and forever it shall be
 the knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh
 the pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind
 the rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries
 with a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations
 with a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting
 the knives are crooning for this perfect end
 for weeks i've watched you, perched above your sleeping form
 as i caress your perfection
 my angel, i'll tear your insides out
 my mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones
 i cannot subside 'til i have suckled every inch of you
 i feel the fibers stretch and tear
 unbridled climax is achieved
 i've waited so long for this moment
 the euphoric act of suicide -- suicide!