Almost Rising

Now this feels broken- like I got nothing left to lose
 I feel so sorry - that you've got no one left to use
 So take this token - I leave it up to you to choose
 Between what's right and
 this stupid shit you always do
 I've waited for the end of us
 And I won't give up til you're buried head first
 And I will laugh hard when you cry
 And I will dance the day you die
 Because you're dust and I'm still alive
 This is my parade
 cause I broke your curse
 [(I'm gonna take this ride)]
 Now I'm diving into the sea head first
 [(I'm gonna take this ride)]
 And I'm on my way cause I prayed for this day
 For the first time in my life - I'm finally alive
 Now That it's over - I guess I was too blind to see
 It all meant nothing
 Now you mean nothing more to me
 The words unspoken
 you couldn't say them to my face
 As each day passes more of our past will be erased
 Now we leave this all behind
 So let me give one last goodbye
 and say I never really cared
 and each moment that we shared
 I'll gladly watch as those memories die
 This is my parade
 cause I broke your curse
 [(I'm gonna take this ride)]
 Now I'm diving into the sea head first
 [(I'm gonna take this ride)]
 And I'm on my way cause I prayed for this day
 For the first time in my life - I feel so alive