Little Secrets

When I came down the dawn poured into me
 I shook 'em up
 the walls came crumbling
 My fists kept trembling woth these salty wounds
 My stolen gold inside the emperors tomb
 Now painting rainbows on my ugly face
 I built this cardboard neighborhoods disgrace
 But I ascend and serve my feverish needs
 Within the confines of such chemistry
 It's the way I see
 Everything I need
 It's no way to be
 Let this be our little secret
 No one needs to know we're feeling
 But I feel alive I feel it in me
 Up and up I keep on climbing
 My face blew up at such a casual sight
 The smattered colours of ecstatic fright
 The rush above me to oblivion
 Outlining wet sidewalks in halogen
 Oh have you ever felt so goddamn strong
 How come it takes some people so damn long
 He tried to squeeze the lemon juice to rain
 The citrus drawing out the season's stains
 Watch the basin drain
 As your life lines wane
 And you can't explain
 As your friends complain
 You've caused all this pain
 And you proudly shame
 Your whole family's name
 Let this be our little secret
 No one needs to know we're feeling
 But I feel alive and I feel it in me
 Up and up I keep on climbing
 Mother, I can tell what you've been thinking
 Staring at the stars on your ceiling
 Thinking once there was a power that you were wielding
 And now I've hit the mark
 Stabbing at the dark
 And I cannot help but ignore the people staring at my scars
 Let this be our little secret
 No one needs to know we're
 But I feel alive and I feel it in me
 Up and up I keep on climbing
 Let this be our little secret
 No one needs to know we're feeling
 But I feel alive and I feel it in me
 Up and up I keep on climbing