I Don't Wanna

I ain't here to hold you when you cry
 I ain't here to hold your shaking hand
 I ain't here to look you in the eye
 Or beg for you to understand
 I ain't gonna walk you through your dreams
 Walk you through this life that we all know
 I ain't here to listen while you speak
 I ain't here to heal your broken soul
 Am I here at all?
 I ain't here to tell you what you need
 I ain't gonna take a noble stand
 I ain't here to look you in the eye
 Or beg for you to understand
 I can only tell you what I've seen
 I can only tell you how it felt
 When my heart was crushed to bad inside
 Till I felt the hatred slowly melt
 I don't wanna
 I ain't gonna watch your every move
 I ain't gonna dog your every step
 I ain't here to shape your every mood
 I ain't here to keep your secrets kept
 Oh, but if I held you in my arms
 If I could squeeze you till we cry
 I don't wanna lose this love I feel
 I don't wanna lose this fight tonight
 I ain't gonna
 I ain't here to hold you when you cry
 I ain't here to hold your shaky hand
 I ain't here to look you in the eye
 I don't want you under my command
 I can only hope you feel your tears
 I can only wish you'd feel the hope
 I can only hope that I can see
 Out beyond this skin that covers me
 Oh, how I wish that you were here
 If I could hold you in my arms
 Oh, how I wish that you were mine
 I don't wanna beg for you no more
 I ain't gonna tell you how I feel
 I ain't gonna tell you how I feel
 I ain't gonna pray for you to love me
 Because I know you will, I just know it