Wonder

Wonder what I've got
 Under doubt more than not
 Wonder why I can't
 Amend my constitution
 Wonder who I am
 Becoming a bad person
 Wonder if I can
 Find a good solution, oh
 Have I fucked up my head
 With all the books that I read
 Was I too hungry for the truth to find you
 Wonder why I've lost my wonder
 Why the ship is going under
 Wonder why the wonder died in me
 Wonder what comes next
 Opposite of annexed
 Wonder if I'll stay
 Pretend everything's okay
 Oh I can't
 'Cause I'm not the same
 Are we just beggars
 All hanging on for a little piece of bread
 That's not coming around
 And it's been too long
 Since I have tasted wine
 Not spoiled by the ghosts inside my head
 And I've seen good people die
 While I've been barely alive
 And I can't live another minute
 If I'm in it just to live a lie
 Wonder why I've lost my wonder
 Why the ship is going under
 Wonder why I've lost all my wonder
 Why the night has got my number
 Wonder why the wonder died in me
 And all I can say is something inside me has suddenly changed
 But I'll take the blame
 Since I was raised to embrace my shame
 And I've seen good people die
 While I've been barely alive
 And I can't live another minute
 If I'm in it just to live a lie
 Cause I've seen good people die
 While I've been barely alive
 And I can't live another minute
 If I'm in it just to live a lie
 Wonder why I've lost my wonder
 Why the ship is going under
 Wonder why I've lost all my wonder
 Why the night has got my number
 Wonder why the wonder died in me
 Wonder why the wonder died in me