I Still Drink Alone

Even my fears are afraid,
 But don't wanna feel alone together
 The doors are locked,
 And I'm praying to God
 That this time it will be forever
 Picking at the scabs of my mind
 And knowing just what I will find
 I'm sorry!
 Sorry!
 We all have our demons,
 Mine is sobriety
 These four walls, THAT's my society
 A toothless dog don't need a bone
 I'm sorry, ma
 I still drink alone
 Where the fuck is the life I was promised?
 I've got picture, but no reception
 You have to understand that
 By locking you out I am showing you affection
 So whoever is reading this,
 Consider it an autopsy
 Cause life... That word just
 Don't mean anything to me
 We all have our demons,
 Mine is sobriety
 These four walls, THAT's my society
 A toothless dog don't need a bone
 I'm sorry, ma
 I still drink alone
 Home is where the heart is
 So what was it I missed?
 The home or a heart bit?
 Down in the sneak pit
 Just praying to get bit
 I know you're worried
 I'm sorry!
 I said I'm sorry!
 We all have our demons,
 Mine is sobriety
 These four walls, THAT's my society
 A toothless dog don't need a bone
 I'm sorry, ma
 I still drink alone