Wouldn't Be Lying

I took a big sip from the kettle before it boiled over
 The light was coming up and I was nestled up against your shoulder
 And I don't remember how or exactly when I left for good
 All I know is I was lost somewhere deep inside my neighbourhood
 No, I wouldn't be lying
 About the things that I'm trying
 I wouldn't be lying
 About the things that I'm trying, trying, trying
 I took a good look into the mystery of all things dying
 When the soul leaves the body and the spirit soars to keep from crying
 I walked along the path and I came across a golden door
 Leaving all my cares behind I won't need them there anymore
 No, I wouldn't be lying
 Something about what you said just doesn't sit right
 It's strange to find out what the truth is all about
 I've been to the heavens with you and all the way down
 But I never looked at it from where you came from
 I was foolish to think that we could be
 All I wanted was for us to see
 When we're clear it's hard to imagine
 Why one could be short and the other a distraction
 Now that the time is finally over
 Let's assume that we can get through
 That we're love first and lie second
 That we're friends and not haters
 No, I wouldn't be lying