Impostor

I feel like I have held my breath for hours
 And I turn my eyes to find I'm very far away
 I'll take account of all my wheels, my arm, and my tiny drill
 After all my training, I'll do nothing familiar today
 The guys who brought me up for this have such high expectations
 And though they shouldn't, they have dared to dream that I can change it all
 Thousands watch as I turn on my camera and do my first job
 I feel so important and so very very small
 all I can think is of the ways I'll disappoint them
 I've got the team, I've got the parts, but I'm not ready for my close-up
 Everybody trusts me more than I do
 And I still don't feel like I've even grown up.
 And I am faking it.
 I'm just pretending I can do this
 I am faking it
 I am faking it on Mars.
 They're all watching me and I don't know if I can take the next few steps
 with every ticking second some of my confidence disappears
 And out here it is cold and it is lonely and I am far from home
 what would the hubble say if only she were here
 And the worst part is not knowing what will greet me
 I represent my planet but I'm really not prepared
 I hope that there is time to ask for all the help I need
 And I hope if I find aliens I won't act too scared
 And I am faking it.
 I'm just pretending I can do this
 I am faking it
 I am faking it on Mars.