She Had An Abortion That She Made Me Pay For

Her life was a heart breaking mess
 She dug her smack and cigarettes
 I dug the whiskey and rohypnol
 That I stole from her when ever she went cold
 We weren't yet beat so we beat on ourselves
 And we rarely laughed and she often cried
 She had an abortion that she made me pay for
 That's all I gave her before she died
 Eighty dollars I had to peel off my thigh
 It's a long time now and I lay wondering why
 Layed under my guilt like it's epiphany
 Drowning in the heat of sleep
 Dreaming a ghost with her mother's eyes
 I getnights walking down the wet streets
 That run smoother than a bad habit
 Down past the park where the income came from
 When mine ran out
 And I walk in shadow with my theories grand
 How everything was out of my hands
 It wasn't my doing I got nothing to hide
 A ghost with her mother's eyes
 She heard change in my pocket as I was walking home
 And she said 'darling your looking awful lonely'
 I said 'what would a whore like you know?
 Seems though your never alone'
 Then she came out of the shadows to the side of the road
 And I said 'man you look like someone that I once knew
 Oh lord she had eyes like yours!'
 And I stood there frozen but she was stiller yet
 My wits they hit the ground running
 Then the streets went next
 Time fixed us like mortar time fixed us right there
 And the whore and me were all that was left
 She said 'what do you mean I aint never alone?
 I've never met a single soul!
 I'll walk forever in blackness
 The blind can't see until they get old
 That ain't so bad as looking at you
 Now that you looking at me
 I look in your eyes and I know who you see
 She hurt you good
 But she hurt me more