Pity Party

We're only getting started
 Turn the lights off, get acquainted with the darkness
 If you're feeling nauseous or mentally exhausted that's part of the process
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 Yeah, welcome to the Pity Party
 The perfect place to celebrate the hardships that turned you heartless
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 Stuck between a rock and a hard place
 'Cause I never sucked a cock for a chart space
 I mean all I ever wanted from recording
 Was to say "Pops', I paid off the mortgage"
 And the fact I never got to eats me inside
 If I won that show, would he still be alive?
 Put his mind at ease and let him see that life's more
 Than bills and fees, oh, what a thrill that'd be
 I daydream hypotheticals
 Because it's much easier than letting go
 So I'll let you know why the Format release
 Took longer than my first three LP's
 See inside my brain, I disguise the pain
 Making excuses like "the climate's changed"
 Nobody wants to hear me rhyme insane
 All my friends are in their 30's
 Why the fuck would they support me?
 We're only getting started
 Turn the lights off, get acquainted with the darkness
 If you're feeling nauseous or mentally exhausted, that's part of the process
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 Yeah, welcome to the Pity Party
 The perfect place to celebrate the hardships that turned you heartless
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 I've always been a fan of irony but wasn't a fan of that Iron Man dying scene
 I guess it just reminded me of what I've always tried to be
 Altruistic, but the term "greater good" always felt like a mother fucking lie to me
 Yeah, Tony made it end
 His snap saved the world and most of his friends
 But if you ask me, I'd rather live and tuck my daughter in again
 I juggle topics on a fire beat, the class clown
 Now, I've got Juggalos that admire me
 'Cause every bar is written truthfully
 There's always room to grow but this industry has no room for me
 I grew too quick so now you couldn't tailor a suit for me
 To move in but I still maneuver musically so beautifully
 Welcome to the Pity Party, hope you brought some soup for me?
 'Cause I'm sick and I wine enough
 We're only getting started
 Turn the lights off, get acquainted with the darkness
 If you're feeling nauseous or mentally exhausted that's part of the process
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 Yeah, welcome to the Pity Party
 The perfect place to celebrate the hardships that turned you heartless
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 So let's toast to life's love blows
 The Debbie Downers and the Joe Shmoes
 I'm seeing dudes buy homes off reaction videos
 Little Eminem clones selling ugly ass clothes
 I'm in disbelief, that's a diss to me
 All the shit you like, isn't shit to me
 And I'm sorry for the inconsistencies
 But once I pick a beat, I'm a different beast
 Dark shit, yeah that's my department
 No jokes around here, bitch, I'm Kevin Heartless
 And this song here is far from a pick me up
 It's an anthem for the twisted bitter fucks
 Who have yet to have a bit of luck
 I don't tell you what you want to hear
 But I'll tell you when the shit is fucked
 You're feeling low?
 It's all under control, I'm the host
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 Let's go!
 We're only getting started
 Turn the lights off, get acquainted with the darkness
 If you're feeling nauseous or mentally exhausted that's part of the process
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 Yeah, welcome to the Pity Party
 The perfect place to celebrate the hardships that turned you heartless
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 We're only getting started
 Turn the lights off, get acquainted with the darkness
 If you're feeling nauseous or mentally exhausted that's part of the process
 Welcome to the Pity Party
 Yeah, welcome to the Pity Party
 The perfect place to celebrate the hardships that turned you heartless
 Welcome to the Pity Party