Spirits High

I tried to keep my spirits high
 So, I don't come down
 Even though, I have to lie
 To keep myself devout
 It's hard to read between the lines, when everything starts to blur
 And though I'm scared, I won't make it out
 I feel promise in the hurt
 'Cause, I believe, I believe
 I'm right where I'm supposed to be
 But underneath, underneath
 There's something there that's haunting me
 I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad
 My mind is slipping through the cracks
 But I believe, I believe
 I'm right where I'm supposed to be
 So, why do I start to panic
 When I'm losing self-control?
 And maybe, I'm just discouraged
 And getting sick of trying to cope
 So, how do I tell my friends
 I feel better when I'm by myself?
 And that I'm scared, but I'm over it
 'Cause it never seems to help
 'Cause I believe, I believe
 I'm right where I'm supposed to be
 But underneath, underneath
 There's something there that's haunting me
 I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad
 My mind is slipping through the cracks
 But I believe, I believe
 I'm right where I'm supposed to be
 Yeah, oh, yeah
 Where I'm supposed to be
 Yeah, oh, yeah
 It's getting easy to pretend
 When the lights go dark
 And though, it never makes much sense
 I believe it in my heart
 I try to keep my spirits high
 So, I don't come down
 So, I don't come down
 'Cause I believe, I believe
 I'm right where I'm supposed to be
 But underneath, underneath
 There's something there that's haunting me
 I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad
 My mind is slipping through the cracks
 But I believe, I believe
 I'm right where I'm supposed to be