Sleeping Aides and Razorblades

Well I felt so bad when I heard that song,
 Ya know it's been such a long long time,
 It's a little offbeat and it ain't in tune ya know it's just like this heart of mine
 And it hurt
 When you went away
 And all I wanted you to do was stay
 Going steady ya we had big plans,
 But your friends said it wouldn't last,
 It was up to you to prove them wrong,
 But you couldn't even do that
 And if it hurt, when you left,
 Ya know you're only hurtin' yourself
 Ya know the first night you left me babe, it was so hard,
 And it didn't hurt you told all my friends I'm a retard
 And ya say you know what's best for me,
 Well if you got your way, I'd have a lobotomy
 I got new girls and I'm runnin' around,
 The house doesn't look the same,
 I hung new posters on my wall and the dog don't remember your name
 And if it hurt, when you left,
 Ya know you're hurtin' yourself
 You can try to change your heart, that's true,
 But ya never ever ever do
 Ohhhh baby you never ever do
 I'll tell you something, you never ever do
 Sleeping aides
 And razorblades,
 Tear stained pictures of younger days,
 Broken mirrors and a bloody nose,
 Late night TV rerun episodes