Awkward Conversations

Awkward situations followed by awkward hugs
 And these bullshit conversations take what little air is left inside my
 Nothing but I'm writing like I've had too much to drink
 Letting go of what we've lost, come to terms with how you think of me
 And I love what you've done
 You've cut off ties, you turned and run
 You built me up to take your fall
 You led us straight into a wall
 And I'll say I personally think its too cold to have the windows open
 But you wanna smoke your menthol cigarette
 And I personally think its too cold to have the windows open
 But you wanna smoke your menthol cigarette
 You might be leading now but there is no way you could ever win
 When you have absolutely no control over any of the situations that you put yourself in
 And I wish I could pretend to be
 All of the things you think you see in me
 But I am not that guy, that guy just left
 He had his collar up and there was smoke on his breath
 And we have these parties for the way it was
 But once the booze is gone is it worth the buzz?
 Because I've got some problems and I'm talking loud
 And all your friends are here so word will get out
 That I personally think its too cold to have the windows open
 But you wanna smoke your menthol cigarettes
 And I personally think its too cold to have the windows open
 But you wanna smoke your menthol cigarettes