Thirteen-Six (Paramour)

I have nothing left to live for and it shows
 Through my eyes, through my teeth
 Through my mannerisms when I speak
 I have nothing left to live for and it shows
 Just another statistic, another story of mercy blow
 I have nothing but your unrequited love
 Just use me, abuse me, take what you want
 As long as you promise you'll love me
 Yours eyes and mouth speak apologies
 But your hands choke them to the point
 Where I can barely breathe
 Let me go
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 If my face is a canvas then your art is a reflection of violence
 How can you hate me if I've done nothing at all
 Your insecurities will be your downfall
 Push me one more time
 Bend and break, my mistake
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 From hands to caskets, we lay
 Unheard, we died unnamed
 Can you feel that
 In the back of your throat?
 That's the taste of regret
 I hope you fucking breathe
 You were love to me
 But I can't fucking sleep
 They say that life isn't cheap
 But I'm worth nothing at all
 Conceal it all
 I'm clearly deplored
 There's no love here
 When I'm screaming at my bedroom floor
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 Burn me away
 I scream in silence
 I can't feel pain
 Only defiance
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 Push me away, I'm your mistake
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 My heart won't let me leave
 It hurts me too much to try
 But every time I take a breath to speak
 All that comes out is lies
 I cover the blood to make it seem lesser
 Remove my mask
 See my terror
 Hit me if it makes you feel
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 Nothing ever changes
 I don't think it'll ever change
 What you left on my soul and skin
 They'll never be erased
 There might be a war in your head
 But there's a battle out here
 Sleeping in your bed
 Shivering and crying in fear
 Straight up with the attack and the backlash
 I crawl deeper inside this hole
 At least here, it isn't so cold
 My soul is torn
 As I lay back and take it
 Thinking 'what have you become?'
 My paramour
 (I don't want to be left unmourned
 Abandoned by those I adored
 My paramour)
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 Hit me if it makes you feel better
 Save me if it makes you feel bitter
 Hit me if it makes you feel better
 Save me if it makes you feel lesser
 I bend and break, my paramour
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 13-6, remember that day
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 I walked away