ANX (feat. PROF)

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 A convict in my own body
 Crazy's what they think about me
 Odds what they call me
 I can feel the pressure in my chest push down on me
 Nervous system vibration so uncomfortable and disarming
 Man, he's so chill
 Never talks too much he looks so peaceful in his ways
 You turn him inside out you see the beast is on display
 And the prayers on repeat in the brain, no fair, no contest
 In the game that's lost over and over again my friend
 Chronic is the way to explain intensity and velocity
 Feelings keep accosting me
 Like a young bully in a dark alley with misdirected animosity
 Most friends can't comprehend your plight
 Which isolates me further inward to make a harder fight
 I swing my right hand then my left
 Trying to catch my sanity and my breath
 Sometimes I can't stand to be me, that's just a fact
 ANX my anthrax and yet a blessing in disguise
 To help me open up my inner eyes (eyes)
 I'ma feel these feelings
 But I swear I'll never let them take me over (yeah)
 Yeah it hurts for a minute
 But I take it to the limit, I'm a soldier (yeah)
 I'ma feel these feelings
 But I swear I'll never let them take me over (yeah)
 Yeah it hurts for a minute
 But I take it to the limit I'm a soldier (yeah)
 I'm a fortunate one, a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 We don't come into this world knowin' all, growin' backwards
 If we never faced struggle in the bubble well that's a curse
 My nerves stirred worse
 Drinking numb numb juice to quench thirst
 What they call it liquid courage for?
 When after it's over you're weaker than before
 Your power got to reach you at the source
 Build it up like blocks little boys
 In a box with many locks, a few keys
 Relearning how to breathe maybe a very basic tool to set you free
 Now fly like an eagle
 I'm dropping all this baggage
 Gonna ride like a Regal
 'Cause I don't like not being
 Controller of my destiny in charge of my feelings
 Anxiety, stress, panic, depressed
 Can you make it past that? Yes!
 I'ma feel these feelings
 But I swear I'll never let them take me over (yeah)
 Yeah it hurts for a minute
 But I take it to the limit, I'm a soldier (yeah)
 I'ma feel these feelings
 But I swear I'll never let them take me over (yeah)
 Yeah it hurts for a minute
 But I take it to the limit I'm a soldier (yeah)
 I'm a fortunate one, a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 Can't get away, it's like I'm froze in time
 How people find their happiness, it blows my mind
 I'm not easily confused
 But I'm not easily amused either
 Back broke, knee blown out, hold tight
 People looking at me like I'm on the wrong flight
 Put on my clown face, swallow down a cinder block
 Anxiety biting me whether if it's win or not
 I know everybody but I don't know anybody
 Anybody out there? Tell me who do really love me
 I'm an astronaut lost in space
 Sittin' here, touching myself like I've lost my face
 I haven't seen green leaves on a tree in a grip
 It's grey outside and it smells like piss
 But I'm a Samsonite man, gotta keep it rollin' on
 Mama didn't raise no bitch, so I soldier on
 I'ma feel these feelings but I swear I'll never let them take me over
 Yeah it hurts for a minute, but I take it to the limit, I'm a soldier
 I'ma feel these feelings but I swear I'll never let them take me over
 Yeah it hurts for a minute, but I take it to the limit I'm a soldier
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one)
 I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one