Equilibrium

Now I'm taking care to take good care of me, shaking scared in disrepair in
 This infirmary. I chased the highs, but caught the lows, I was caught up in
 The throes. I burnt this bridge I could have walked across into a place
 Where nothing grows. I know that you feel strange, I know that you feel
 Weak, It's a destination change, but it's one that you can reach.
 I took a drink to sort me out, to kill the pill taste on my tongue. I took
 A moment to myself to consider what I'd done. I was tethered, I was tied, a
 Vast expanse just opened wide. I broke a fever soaking wet, I took this
 Moment to reflect.
 A desperate desert drive, a distant desert sun, arched my back and took a
 Dive to find some equilibrium. God I love to chase those thrills, but those
 Thrills came back with teeth, unconscious, unaware as they drag you
 Underneath. I know that you feel strange, I know that you feel weak, it's a
 Destination change, but it's one that you can reach (a little voice that
 Says you have to try, I know it hurts, but baby so do I).
 Took a drink to sort me out, to kill the pill taste on my tongue. I took a
 Moment to myself to consider what I'd done. I was tethered, I was tied, a
 Vast expanse just opened wide. I broke a fever soaking wet, I took this
 Moment to reflect.
 I'm so glad they went away I'm so glad they went away I'm so glad they went
 Away I'm so glad they went away now.
 Took a drink to sort me out, to kill the pill taste on my tongue. I took a
 Moment to myself to consider what I'd done. I was tethered, I was tied, a
 Vast expanse just opened wide. I broke a fever soaking wet, I took this
 Moment to reflect.