Damned

You're hiding behind this giant brick wall And Im not here to hurt you, but you leave me with no other choice
 I'm not made to wait around
 I'm not the one who's fucked this up
 And Im truely sorry but I must do this
 I got to put an end to all of this
 It tears into my brain every single day
 Why can't I ever get a thing out of you
 It's driving me insane
 I know I'm nothing special
 And this shouldn't hurt too much
 But I feel so terrible
 You tremble at my touch and I see you start to bend
 Your words begin to break
 Why am I so horrible
 Just a heartless pile of shit
 There will be no end
 I've given up trying to fight this
 I'm getting so close to my faults to figure myself out
 Spill my guts out some more until I feel okay
 Cry in car rides and give it another try
 I'm finally finding myself