Lost

I am a ghost sometimes
 A shell of a man sometimes
 But not when I'm with you
 I am a stranger, too
 Face in the mirror
 Who can look me in the eye
 Numbing loneliness, quiet uneasiness
 Strips away my sleep
 And I can't seem to escape who I thought I'd be
 With your wind, with your voice, with your face
 Carry me away
 From shadows of the past
 And all the secrets
 The worst I've ever been
 With my fears, with my thoughts, with my doubts
 Carry me, carry me away
 To believe again
 Lost and lonely once
 To believe [?]
 To find what I'll hope you will be
 With your wind, with your voice, with your face
 Carry me away
 From shadows of the past
 And all the secrets
 The worst I've ever been
 With my fears, with my thoughts, with my doubts
 Carry me, carry me away
 Is it now?
 Or was it then?
 Did I have [?]
 Will the next be like the last?
 Can somethings never change?
 When the lights go out
 It seems so easy to dream and picture
 A world where consequence fades in the light of time
 With your wind, with your voice, with your face
 Carry me away
 From shadows of the past
 And all the secrets
 The worst I've ever been
 With my fears, with my thoughts, with my doubts
 Carry me, carry me away
 To believe again in love