Once Beautiful

When I listen
 When I hear and never listen
 It makes me wonder, makes me bleed
 Make me see, make me listen, make me wonder
 Make me feel, make me dream and still remember
 More, no more, no less, no more to find
 Breathe, bleeding, haunting, silently
 Enough just to feel
 Escaping, missing, silently
 Once beautiful
 Make me see, make me listen, make me wonder
 Make me feel, make me dream and not surrender
 As my voice, it's silent
 And my heart, it feels less than before
 And my feelings fail me
 Pretending to be lovely
 Make me beautiful again
 And feel like I'm special still
 And remind me how to smile
 And feel like diamonds
 Make me beautiful again
 Cry my tears and vanish them
 Whisper in my ear as I run away and hide
 Pretend to be lovely
 Make me bleed, make me whisper, make me secret
 Make me wish I was never born to say this
 As I wait for such simpleness
 As I hear my quiet haunting
 As I feel this silence collapses me
 Make me beautiful again
 And feel like I'm special still
 And remind me how to smile
 And feel like diamonds
 Make me beautiful again
 Cry my tears and vanish them
 Whisper in my ear as I run away and hide
 Make me beautiful again
 And feel like I'm special
 And remind me how I smiled
 I felt like poison
 Once beautiful again
 When my tears were cherished then
 Whisper in my ear as I disappear
 Once beautiful