Mildly Decorated

I know I've been destructively anxious
 But I have some beauty within me now
 I know my personalitys not perfectly cultish
 But you can help it if (?) your sattire
 It came from me and my brain
 call it soul
 It came from me and my brain
 Butterflys should crawl
 my legs (?)
 but if I crawl over the ledge
 the ledge the ledge took me in
 but if your ledge, if just a fire
 then let the fire stain my clothes
 but if my clothes are glued to my skin
 then take some (?) and rub it in
 And I'm so ugly in the morning again
 And I'm so mildly decorated
 Yeah I'm so lonely when I brush my teeth
 And I'm so mildly decorated
 I know my fingers are veiny and stricking
 but they protect the beauty thats in me now
 I know I'm not comfortable with you and your friends and the large scale situations that you create
 They tend to make me anxious, and these days I'm trying to avoid that
 They came from me and my brain
 call it soul
 They came from me and my brain
 I like the chapped skin above your eyes
 I like the chapped skin above your eyes
 Even when you complain about my hives
 I like the chapped skin above your eyes
 Kittens kittens cardio cardio
 Where do you wanna go?
 Swordfish and the wedding dish and Everyone knows its a go
 Kittens kittens cardio cardio
 I dont wanna find the way
 They found this place and it was called (?)
 Cause I'm so ugly in the morning again
 And I'm so mildly decorated
 Yeah I'm so lonely when i brush my teeth
 And I'm so mildly decorated
 Over the mountian
 Under your pill
 I will pave it down
 Slide through the latch key
 Rub me with a cold drink
 We will grow on the hill
 We will grow with the hill