Days of the Weak

I broke down and I did a thing
 I should have never done
 I should've never opened up my mouth and let you in
 I regret every moment since
 Every second spent
 Trying to take back what you can't take back
 No I can't rescind
 I only have myself to blame for landing here again
 I, need you to know sometimes I say things I don't mean
 I'm so mean
 And I, need you to know it's nothing that you did, it's me
 I'm so weak
 So here we are all because of me
 Because I had a need
 Because we both agreed to spend some time
 And see if this is real
 I knew from the very start
 I'd break your honest heart
 But still I played the part
 And I regret my role and that it went this far
 Please understand I only needed you cause being alone is hard
 I, need you to know sometimes I say things I don't mean
 I'm so mean
 And I, need you to know it's nothing that you did, it's me
 I'm so weak
 Oh, I always let my insecurities win the day
 I'm so, sorry
 These are the days of the weak
 And I know
 I tend to drift as the river flows
 And the cold wind blows
 I, need you to know sometimes I say things I don't mean
 I'm so mean
 And I, need you to know it's nothing that you did, it's me
 I'm so weak